Prove you wrong!

I don't know why but this time I'm really determined to do well in school. I've yet to skip or partial yet though my friends are really influential. I feel that I've became more hardworking and disciplined this time round and I'm really proud of myself! It's rather amazing how I can be like this and I feel really happy for myself especially seeing my daily grades improving week by week. Though some facilitators are really strict and the grade they give me are like shit, I'll still work for it with my determination. I'll overcome all the thoughts of partialling and skipping school! I know I can do this! I'm determined to study every Sunday from this week onwards! I'm gonna prove everyone who looked down on me wrong! I'm gonna start studying for the upcoming ut in two months time! Jeolyn, you can do this! Keep up the good work, you deserve a pat on your back and a time out to relax and chill this saturday! From now onwards, I'm gonna pamper myself and reward myself with a day out with my ex classmates! SHIOK!

I'm feeling so lost

Never felt so devastated before. The war I fought with myself last night was horrible. I had to bring up all my courage to tell you how I feel. Tears flowed down my face like a faulty faucet. I can't stop it from flowing. You were the one who pulled me out from the dark but also the one who decided to throw me back down there alone. I'm tired of going through all these alone. I may be strong, but not as strong as you think I am. I'm sorry that my feelings have faded, but I can't help it. I gave you the chances you ask for, I've given you everything, but I can't seem to get what I want. I'm sorry, but it's too late to turn back time. You've done so much to hurt me, I can never forget all these. When you promised me last night that you'll move on if I leave, my heart hurt so much and I don't know why. Coming 2 years, I just can't bear to let you go. God, tell me what I should do will you?

Bad girl gone good!

School has been so stressful lately. All the lessons, the tests and deadlines for assignments. I feel so fucking stressful nao! Operating System today, made my week even worst. But since he gave me an A last week, I shall work towards another A this week! I feel like a good girl this semester! Have yet to partial or skip school and if possible, I will not do it unless I have my dental appointment which I can't change the dates. Dman screwed up. Whatever it is, I'm determined to strive for better results this semester and I'm going to prove it to everyone! JIAYOU JEOLYN!

Braces Girl

I'm officially Braces Girl. It's painful but what to do? For beauty, everything is worth it! Have to tolerate all the pain coming my way though I feel really terrible now. Horrible, terribly in pain!
It's hot pink! Fucking cool right! I love it soooo much :) Hope everything goes well and hope the pain will stop asap! Harry Potter, here I come :)

In short, last nights outing wasn't very exciting but overall, it was still fun with those people around! They never fail to make me laugh! Went Nana for the first time and Mizu Mizu too! Made new friends and they were all so nice and friendly :) Didn't get drunk as I promised myself! I'm a good girl and I've got my limits! Don't know what the fuck did I eat which has caused me diahrrea when I woke up. My stomach feels so painful now! Oh yah, the wound in my mouth from the extraction is bleeding :( Pain Pain!!!!!! ALAMAK! WHY LIKE THAT!!!

Pretty Jeolyn!

I'm in so much pain now! Bad decision to put braces! But I shall not regret since I'm already halfway there and I've gone through so much pain! After all the pain, I'll be pretty so it's gonna be so worth it! Pretty pretty! Gonna have a perfect set of teeth in maybe 3 years time? Can't wait for time to pass and be PRETTY JEOLYN! Love me people for being pretty and nice :) HEHE! I Like! (Y)

I'mma be braces girl next thursday :)

SHAME SHAME!

What's with people sitting with their knees against the sits in front of them? Having long legs does not mean you have the rights to do that. It's fucking unconfortable for the person sitting infront of you if you didn't realise! You think only your legs are long? My legs are long too but I don't do that to other because I put myself in other people's shoes! Fucking uncomfortable trip from Hougang to Woodlands. Call yourself a RP student, shame on you! Lovey dovey on the bus somemore. Hopefull you'll appear on stomp soon! Shan't let this incident spoil my mood! Though I'm in great uncomfort and pain now, I'll be enjoying myself tonight! I can't wait yaw!

Iphone 4

Jailbreaking is so annoying for goodness sake! I really want to pull my hair off my head! I don't mind being bald you see! Since I'm going to be toothless tomorrow, why keep the hair, right? It's taking me hours doing this shit and I'm really tired of waiting. It's super frustrating can! I'm studying now, suprisingly and of course checking on the stupid phone every one minute to see if it's done yet. Craving for red bean potong ice cream because I bought three home for myself just now, but I already ate one! Baby will kill me if he finds out! No more good girl already :( But I know my baby still loves meeeeeeeeeee! I'm jealous of myself, LAUGH OUT LOUDSSS! Chey, so proud!
Where you Where you Where you??? I miss you, you know mahhhhxzxzxzz?

Who's the lucky one huh?

Let's start with some beautiful photos :)

Been sick for the past few days and the guy above never stopped nagging about what food I can eat and what I can't! Kept nagging non stop like a grandfather! But I love it the way he does it because this proves that he loves me! People out there, don't get jealous k! He is one of a kind! A boyfriend hard to find! So whoever who chose to leave him in the past, please don't regret now and come begging for him because it's pointless! He loves me only, right? HAHA! Like so confident uh! Who knows he might leave me the next day! 0.o Anyways, life has been awesome lately, especially with him around,duh. And not forgetting, I have overspent this month, which means no more shopping after payday:( Never mind! Baby say will buy things for me! HEHE! I'm so fucking greedy! WAHAHAHAH! But baby doesn't mind so I shall be thick-skinned! 女孩子是要疼的！You better read this my dear! Lurbes you many manyyyxzxxz!!