我们从头开始就不应该在一起，带给对方许多不必要的伤害和痛苦。为了你，我难过了几次，流泪了几次，你问问自己。我从来没有后悔跟你在一起，从来都没有。但你一次又一次的伤害我。难道你看见我这么悲惨，这么痛苦你很开心吗？你实在是太过分了。我好想原谅你，好想再和你像以前那样，开开心心的生活，但是我真的做不到。我好乱。

你所做的一切已经证明我对你有多重要了。我知道该怎么做了。我祝你永远幸福，永远快乐。

Bye

Never felt so devastated in my whole entire life. Never felt so restless, so "stone". Shall just die.

Full of questions yet I can't get the answers.

我输了。从头到尾，都是我一厢情愿。

想你的时候我什么都不能做。

你不会害怕，永远都不会。

Time will show everything.

I've done my best.

No more explanations, because deep down my heart, I've got an answer :) Thanks for being so awesome. Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great ♥

当我孤单我会想起你！Four days without seeing you, really am missing you. If only I can get to see you, just for one minute, just for one hug, I'll be more than happy. Boyfriend, I miss you, do you miss me? :)

Please show me some respect, just a little and it would be good enough. Thanks.

I'm sorry for bringing myself the unnecessary trouble.

I want or rather, I need a hug from you :)

Missyou.

You're the cause of my sudden mood-swings. I've never stopped thinking of you because my mood-swings happen everyday. Boyfriend, I miss you. And I love you too :) Counting down.

Sorry for the past few emotional posts. I'm positive now because I know I'll never lose you. I know I'll never! Baby boy, I miss you so much!

I guess I'm the unlucky one. I met you at the wrong time. I really don't know what to say anymore.

OME

Somehow I feel that things can never be like the past anymore. I'm losing you, I'm losing myself. I need to end these misery because it's really draining me. Tears can never stop flowing. I miss you, yet I can't have you. Life is miserable. It's either I'm a lousy girlfriend, or you're too good for me. I'm a failure in relationships and it's proven.

你到底在哪里？

I'm home on a Friday night, how cool can that be? Last day of exams and yet I'm home "enjoying" myself alone in my room. FML big time man. Whatever it is, I'll be a good girl for today and I'm gonna lock myself up in my room and watch my Hongkong drama. Bye world.

晚安,亲爱的。

Sometimes, I feel so lost, and I really don't know what I should do. Please tell me, what should I do to make everything perfect for us, tell me. Having to go through all these alone, having to think of all the problems we are having, is bringing me down baby. I'm losing myself and I really don't want this to happen. Please help me.

我想你，我真的好想你。求你不要这么对我。

Dear You

已经两年多了。和你在一起的日子好开心，好快乐。我真的好想知道我对你多么重要。你真的对我很重要。我好想永远跟你在一起。不管我多么难过，我都会忍，我都不会告诉你，因为我真的要看见你永远的开心。亲爱的，答应我，你会永远幸福，永远快乐。我永远都会爱这你，永远守护这你。最爱你的人是我，你怎么舍得我难过，为你付出了这么多你却没有感动过。

HAPPY 26th MONTHSARY BABY BOY, and this time round it's official!

Happy 26th Monthsary ♥

Boyfriend came over to my place for advance monthsary celebration :) Baby prepared dinner for me again, though a little salty but I definitely enjoyed dinner! Thanks dear for sticking to your promise, I really appreciate it. Thanks for everything you've done for me dear, I love you. Happy 26th month in advance baby boy♥

Happy Valentine's Day

Thanks dear for making this Valentine's Day so wonderful :) Hope you liked the presents and thanks, I loved the roses and the wonderful dinner you prepared specially for us :)

I'll love you with every beat of my heart, I swear.

当你孤单你会想起谁？

在你眼里，我是否存在过？ Thinking back about the times we had so much fun with each other even when we are doing nothing just brings a smile to my face. I miss those times so much but I guess we can never go back to the past. Miss the times when I lie in your arms and you touching my hair. I just miss every single second spend with you. I was rather disappointed when you told me you couldn't make it for dinner tonight. Just wanted you to spend more time with my family. Whatever it is, I'm still the Happy-Go-Lucky Jeolyn, so nothing's going to bring me down :) I'm still feeling blessed and happy with my lovely friends around :)

好想你，你想我吗？

You claimed that I'm important to you, but how important am I? When you called me just now, you said "Maybe I might, might only..." and I felt happy for awhile, expecting myself to hear, "I might come down to look for you later.." but no, the words I wanted to hear didn't come out of your mouth. I was feeling rather disappointed and upset at that point of time but I guess you have your own freedom to do whatever you like to. I just wish that I could stay home today and not do anything but sadly, I got to work. I'm moody, I'm upset, I'm troubled by many stuff but there is no one I could share my problems with because no one understands. Maybe Rena does. Only her I suppose. 难过的时候，在我身边的却不是你。

Good morning people. I'm in love with my new fragrance, CK Euphoria :) Smells awesome! LV wallet? Considering :) WHOO!

Moody early in the morning thanks to someone.

亲爱的，再哪里？

Enjoying every single second with my dearest wu long nai cha! :) Went all the way to Clementi! Thanks zack for accompanying me! HEHE! Daddy is back from Thailand and I asked him to get me a fucking expensive perfume! Gonna cost me a bomb this time! Love you daddyyyy! :) There is a problem with my phone's power button! Iphone 4 just suck. Gonna change it asap before my warranty ends! Stomach is aching naow! Gonna shit! Ciaos!

I'm so damn excited about opening our own blogshop! No need to shop for clothes online when we can get cheaper stuff ourselves! I can't wait! I can't wait! Contacting the wholesaler now! Hopefully good news comes along! Hopefully everything settles down by the end of this month! WHOOO! Egg-citedd sia! Jiayou Jeolyn, Jiayou People! Lets work hard together babies! :)

Monday blues. So fucking bored. I wished I've got someone who would be beside me all the time, accompanying me when I'm bored and cheering me up when I'm down. Somewhat impossible to find someone like that. Ohkay, I'm freaking bored now I want to cry. I napped for half an hour earlier on while studying, this proves that I was feeling really bored. Luckily I've got friends, and willing to meet me :) So happyyyyy! Waiting for them to come over naowwwww! WMG! Cepat!

好难过。

I never felt so bored before. This year's Chinese New Year is screwed up. Totally no mood for it at all. Slept so damn early on the second day of new year, how boring can that be? Fucked up. So i'm at home now, waiting for durians to grow on trees. So freaking bored.

Baby it's time for miracles.

我要你永远在我身边。

Baby, I want you to be my Valentine.