Chow's and friends ♥

We didn't totally screwed up for the performance last night, and suprisingly, the audiences didn't affect me much! It was super awesome! Not forgetting the appearance of Chow's and friends! They really rock my life! They were so perfect, the most perfect band ever! Gosh, the way they play, the way they perform, really made me so mesmerized, especially Ryan! Fucking awesome I swear! I'm so obsessed over Ryan now! You guys can never imagine how fucking awesome he is! Especially the solo parts, they were like jaw dropping! Perfect, everything went out so perfect for them! Sweet child of mine, awesome! I'm like their number 1 fan now can! Super fanatic! Rock on guys! ♥

Lucky Girl

I'm so in love with my new IPhone4! Can't take my hands and eyes off it! Super addictive and super awesome to own an IPhone! I'm like one lucky bitch! I'm not rich but I'm average! :) Hope Bf quickly gets a full time job and he can get his IPhone4 too!!!! Mummy told me in the morning that she is considering to go on holiday after Chinese New Year, to Gold Coast Australia :) I'm asking baby to go along too! But, that's provided he can take his leave :( Not forgetting, I'm moving to Sengkang next year before Chinese New Year! New furniture, new environment, new everything!!! I'm fucking fortunate! I Like (Y)

Pardon me for not blogging today! I'm rushing off to meet Eugene! Love you people!

HAPPY GIRL!

I've been feeling so much happier lately! Letting go whatever which is holding me back and also getting my new Iphone 4 as a birthday gift from my family! Nothing much to boast about too cause it's just another phone and I'm just another person in the world holding the Iphone. Just love my family! From now onwards, I'm going to treat them nicer and spend more time with them! And not forgetting, I'm going to spend more time with my phone and my friends now! Love you guys people!

Stressful times

In a relatopnship, it's all about trust and respecting. I can tell you that it's really hard for me to trust you because I can't even trust myself. The only thing I can do now is to respect you, to give you whatever you wish for and making sure I change into that person you love, not the me now. I've decided on so many things and I really doubt my ability of fulfilling it. But not to worry, this time, it's going to happen no matter how tough it is. Since thats the way you want it then we will play it your way. Your wish is my command. I've found support from numerous friends who can help bring me through those upcoming tough times. I'll not rely on a guy anymore, no more possessive, no more controlling! It's my life and I want to live it the way I want to! She's going to stand strong and stand alone! :)

Xiaxue's guide to life

Was watching Xiaxue's guide to life yesterday in school and I went across this video which Mike proposed to her. Gosh, when I was watching the video, I almost teared. It was so touching and romantic! Can you believe how much time he spent in preparing everything and recording the short clip of himself and flash it in the cinema! It goes like this. "Everyone wants to find someone he wants to be with for life, and I have found mine." He walked to Xiaxue and proposed to her in the cinema. That's like the most awesome thing which can happen to a girl! Imagining myself, maybe 5 or 6 years down the road, my love one propose to me. How sweet right! I'm so envy of her lah! Have I found my Mr Right? Yes, I found him. When would it be my turn!!!!! HAHA!

NO NO!

I don't know why but it really turns me off when girls camwhore with that bitchy and slutty look. I guess it's human nature that I feel this way. I seriously don't understand why people likes to take photograph of themselves like that. Its either you're pretty, or you're not. Whether you look good with that bitchy face or not, it doesn't bother anyone because you just look fugly without makeup and thats the fact. Look yourself in the mirror, I bet you'll scare the fuck out of yourself without it. I so agree that makeup can do wonders, because I myself put on makeup. But fuck, who cares because I look good in nature and not you! My friends around me look awesome with makeup but you? It's gonna be a big NONO! So why not just fuck yourself and stop smelling people's fucking butt and move on with your fucking life. Hey bitch, listen up, Fuck Your Life! What's wrong with the world man!