Aren't we women supposed to be pampered by the man? Seems like it's the other way round for me. I'm starting to see no future in this.

School has been really hectic lately. With all the school work and Final Year Project is really killing me. So yesterday was Bliss last day of operation. I am definitely going to miss those people. When will we meet again, other then cruise. I feel that life is so boring now, especially after losing my job. I don't know what I can do after school. Hopefully my friends would be free to meet me or what so ever. So much things to update my dearest Rena! Can't wait to see her tonight! Love her the most!

Times when I needed you by my side, you weren't there for me, or rather you can't. Times when I needed a hug from someone, I didn't know who to approach because you couldn't be there. Times when I needed a shoulder to lean on, I didn't know what I should do because you couldn't be there. Whenever I need you, you were never there for me. I need you to shower me with care and concern buy sadly, I get none of it. I miss you, yet time is an obstacle. It's a tough relationship to go through. I've been understanding all these while. I'll continue holding on and living my life. I love you and I'll be waiting here for you.

Firstly, school has been such a bitch, causing me so much stress. And secondly, it's going to be my last day at Bliss tomorrow or rather, Bliss will only be operating till tomorrow. How sad can that be, three years in Bliss and my story is ending just like that. So going to miss the times spent with my lovely Blissmates! But not to worry cause I believe we would still be as close as always and meet up when we can! Definitely not going to end this lovely friendship with the people I've known for so long! Love you people so much! Will upload some photos soon for reminiscing purposes soon!

I'm sick :(

xoxo

From now onwards, you'll be stress free.

I need someone to love me, to be there for me when I need him and someone to pamper me.

Want you to make me feel, like I'm the only girl I'm the world.

Unbreakable

Took my hand
Touched my heart
Held me close
You were always there

By my side
Night and day
Through it all
Maybe come what may

Swept away on a wave of emotion
Overcaught in the eye of the storm
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine
Believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why
This love is unbreakable

Shared the laughter
Shared the tears
We both know
We'll go on from here

Cause together we are strong
In my arms
That's where you belong

I've been touched by the hands of an angel
I've been blessed by the power of love
And whenever you smile
I can hardly believe that you're mine

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
Each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why

This love is unbreakable
Through fire and flame
When all this is over
Our love still remains

This love is unbreakable
It's unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
I feel that my heart just can't deny
Each time you whisper my name
Oh baby, I know why
Cause each time I look in your eyes
Oh baby, I know why

This love is unbreakable

Dear Friend

I was lost for words when I heard the news last night. Having to know that he left us, was a shocking news indeed. Memories flashed back as tears rolled down my cheeks. It was a blow for me, for every of his friends and family. Remember the awesome times we had in primary school, the fun times we had, and the annoying moments you brought to my life. You have been an awesome friend, an awesome buddy of mine. Still not being able to accept the shocking news though. There ain't anything I can do now but to pray for you. I will miss you my dear friend, we will miss you. RIP Stanley, I will miss your absence.

I OFFICIALLY HATE SCHOOL AND YES, YEAR 3 SUCKS MUCH

First day of school sucks much. I was super late due to the rain and the bus. I was so fucking pissed off that I almost cabbed to school(luckily there were no cabs,save money!). And the facilitator marked me late and partial. So what's the whole point for me to continue staying in class when she already marked me partial? Fucking wasted my time and effort. Screwed up shit. And damn, I'm falling asleep.. Miss you boy!

Once again, I lost to myself and I was choking on my tears.

I'm lost for words. Been such a long time since I felt this way. Am I giving too much into this relationship? Have I really fallen so deep that I can't get out? All these can't be happening. Should I stop being the way I am now? Yes, I think I should because till now, though we have been together for 28 months, the answer I get is still the same. In that case, aren't we wasting each others time? We aren't any younger. Why still stay together when you got totally no idea if I'm the one you want to settle down with? I've made my plans and I'm going to stick to it with or without you. From now onwards, I'll stay strong on my own and stop carrying hopes which are not going to happen. I'm tired of having to wait for you all these time. I'm tired of giving in, tired of living life like this. Let nature take it's course. If we are not meant to be, then I'll go.

HAPPY 28TH MONTH BABYYY!!!

Badass Production

Everything went smoothly at Powerhouse last night though there weren't much crowd. Took photos with random people and all. The best of all, Badass girls took over the dance floor! Awesome or what! And we started the crowd joining and all! Had an awesome night thanks to Badass production :) Love it so much!

I'm so eggcited for Thursday! Gonna model for an event at powerhouse! Thanks to cousy who introduced me to this lobang!

And I suppose I found one ^^

I want to find myself a good guy colleague. Someone whom I can talk to about work and bullshit about.

After a 27th month relationship, if you still can't see that I'm the one for you or you doubt me, then it's really pointless. You have many other choices to choose from I believe. You don't have to force yourself to stick to me. I fucking broke my promise again, I hate myself. Jeolyn, you're hopeless.

It's SATURDAY!

Been waiting for time to past and finally, it's Friday! Baby, I miss you so much!

Done surprising Jasmine! Happy Birthday Girl :)

Love is so amazing. Love can make one go crazy. The feeling of seeing your loved one is just indescribable. Once a week is like a test to our relationship and I believe things can definitely work out between us. Times when I lie in your arms, fuck yeah, the feeling is down right awesome. Being able to spend time with you is the best thing which can ever happen to me. You, yes you, can make me go bonkers at times. Staring into your face would be enough to make me go crazy over you. How I wish time would stop when I'm with you, how I wish. For now, I don't wish to think about anything else. I can't be bothered with you contacting any other girls even if it's her. For now, I just wish to treasure the times with you and no more quarrels, no more! Baby I love you. XOXO.

It's Saturday once again! Anyways, thanks boyfriend for sponsoring me for the cruise! So happy I'm allowed to go! Thanks mummy and daddy and definitely my dearest boyfriend! You deserve a hug baby! Love you baby boy! :)

Oh fuck yeah, it's Friday like finally :)