Everything you want to know

I'm home, first time ever so early. It's thursday, we were supposed to have a date, remember? I really miss you, but I know you'll not take the initiative to ask me or rather, you would have forgotten, or probably just tell me you thought I needed time on my own to cool down. Today would be the fifth day not seeing you, rather awkward and uncomfortable but I don't have much of a choice. I never want you to feel that I can't live without you because I know, I'll be taken for granted. I really miss you a whole lot. I really do.