Outttttttttt

Out with Jong yesterday ♥

Babylove gave me a huge surprise by appearing in front of me ♥

Love my love, Rena and my baby, Jong ♥

I love you babylove ♥

I believe in destiny, I believe in fate ♥

Destiny has written my life. Destiny has written my life with you.

Destiny and fate. I never once believed in all these till I met him. I always thought that nothing is destined. I always believed that you write the story of your life and not let fate decide. Why let fate decide? Fate might bring you to somewhere where you don't wish to be in. Fate might bring you unhappiness and tears in life. And what do people usually say when they face problems like these? 

"Oh, it's fated. I knew all these were coming because everything is destined."

 

I used to think, "What bullshit? There is nothing such as fate and destiny. Why let all these destroy you?" It's really freaky how one can put so much faith in fate and in destiny. 

But come to think of it, it's really true. Everything in your life is destined. Everything in your life is already planned. People say "Oh shucks, another failed relationship, why is it always like that? Am I not good enough?" That's not true. It's not that you're not good enough. It's just that you've not met the right one, it's just that you're not met the person you are destined to be with. I started to believe in destiny only last year, when I thought I've lost the person I loved so much, but in actual fact, he has never ever left me. After all those shit that happened in between, we still ended up being together. This is not by coincidence or by luck. This happened cause we are destined to be together no matter what happens. It's like nothing is going to break us apart kinda logic.

Yes baby. It's our destiny to be together. No matter how long it takes, no matter what happens, we will always be together cause destiny has written my life, destiny has written my life with you. It's because of you that I started believing in fate and destiny. You proved me wrong. Your appearance again assured me that you're the one, the right one. No matter what happens between us, no matter how many times we quarrel, we will still remain together because we were meant to be together baby. I love you.

♥♥♥

A story of my life, a story of my mum

I was never an obedient person. I hated studying and I believe most of you out there feels the same. Ever since I was in Primary school, all I could think of is play, play and ogling at guys. What more in Secondary school? I got 194 for my PSLE results. I know, crap. I was given a choice to opt for either the Express stream or Normal Academic stream. At that point of time, my mum told me to choose the Normal Academic stream cause I was not very good in my studies and she worry that I might get affected if I drop from Express to Normal.

I got worst when I was in Secondary School. I started hanging out with bad company, started lazing around and practically gave up on my studies. Most of my close friends encouraged me and helped me but I didn't bother cause I knew studying wasn't my forte. I continued fooling around till O levels, which I screwed up once again. I think I got like 23 points? Seriously, fucking regret. My only choices given were Republic Polytechnic and ITE and the courses given were practically all IT related stuff which neither of them is something I wished to study. I didn't had a choice thus I went ahead with Republic Polytechnic's DBIS.

I don't know if it's too relaxing or I'm just pure lazy that I seldom study for my understanding tests and end up getting shit results. But whatever it is, I'm more than happy that I can get promoted to Year 2 and Year 3 without having to retake any modules. Finally, I've graduated (I think?) but my mum wants me to continue my studies in the university. It's not like I never considered before but I really want to take a break from all these years of studying.

All these while, I'm glad my mum didn't stress me out while I was studying. She doesn't ask for much, not like other parents. Just a pass, she is more than happy. I'm thankful for that. Just today, while we were discussing about University and stuff, she suddenly said something, which made me realized how useless and how unfilial I am as a daughter. She told me I am a smart girl, which I denied of course, which bring us to the main topic. She told me this "You are. But only your mum didn't let you go for tuition or else you can be a lawyer." I broke down when she said this. I really didn't know how to react. Why is she blaming herself when it's my fault? It's me. I was lazy, I was defiant, I was rebellious. At that point of time, I really wanted to tell her how sorry I was, but I couldn't.

Till today, I finally realized that every parents has an expectation from their children, just that they don't show it. I'm sorry mummy. Sorry for everything I've done to break your heart. Sorry for not studying well in the past and now you have to worry for my future on my behalf. Sorry for being so rude to you all the time. Without you, there wouldn't be me. Without you, there wouldn't be this family. Without you, I wouldn't even be studying. And without you, I wouldn't even be here using my laptop typing out this blog post. I owe my entire life to you. Thank you mummy, thanks for everything you've done to make me who I am today.

There is a chinese saying " In the world, only your mum is the best", I totally agree. My mum is like a good friend to me, someone whom I can talk to no matter what happens. Thanks mummy. You're the best mother in this whole entire world. I love you.

♥♥♥

Random ♥

Been neglecting this space since I don't know when. Been "mugging" for the past few days to prepare myself for the final lap in poly life. I don't expect myself to do well, seriously. As long as I can pass and graduate from polytechnic, I'll be more than happy. In about 7 hours time, all these misery will end. Last paper for this semester, for this year, for the rest of my poly life. I really can't wait to leave this school.

I've been thinking so much lately. What do I want to do after I graduate? I really got no idea. Should I continue studying in a private university? Or should I just head out to work? Hmmmm, so many things to consider. I guess I'll start working first and take a break from all those studying. Most probably continue after a year or something. One thing which I'll concentrate on after I graduate would be deGlamour. I have neglected it for too long and I guess it's time for me to continue doing my Blogshop or else I will never fulfill my dream of opening a shop 4 years later. I promise I'll do my very best to cater to each and everyone of you ladies out there and update the collections more often.

Made a few plans of what I'm going to do after I graduate. Most importantly, find a job, save money and fly at the end of this year. So many places I want to go but I'll definitely wait for that special person to go with me!

Shall hit the sack now before I oversleep. Got to wake up at 6AM. Bloody early. Been waking up at that timing for two days straight already. Gonna knock out now. Nights people.

 ♥ ♥ ♥

Wild Oats

This is going to be a short post! So headed down to Wild Oats to meet the group of lovely people just now. I think it's suppose to be a gathering for Jason as he is heading off to Tekong this Thursday. Bon Voyage bro and take care! This group of people never fail to make me laugh especially when Ruth meets Jason. Cannot stand how they bicker and annoy each other. Super joke one eh. Both cannot tank one. Really miss the times we work together. Those times were the best times of my life in the working industry. Love each and everyone of them. True friends? Yes they all are. Without them, life at work would be miserable, and without them, life would be boring. Those are whom I call real true friends.

Picture time

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18/2/2012 Random

Boyfriend accompanied me down to Tai Seng for my interview yesterday. I assume everything went smoothly? I don't know and it doesn't really matter that much to me. So headed to Macpherson for lor mee again and down to Tamiya showroom. Boyfriend bought his spare parts and I bought paint to paint my car! It looks kinda cool but weird in another way. Whatever. Headed off to Clarke Quay Liang Court to meet baby's family for dinner. Many restaurants were packed and in the end we settled down with Japanese food. The food was quite nice eh. I had the Tofu and chicken steak? Something like that ah. The tofu steak consists of beef and pork, taste awesome! Without the set it's like $10.90? Then with set should be $14.90? I'm not very sure but it's about that range. Baby had the beef steak set. Slightly more expensive than the one I had. But overall the food was nice!

Walked around Liang Court after dinner and headed back. Spent the whole time painting my car :) Reminds me of art lessons!

This was what I had. The Tofu and chicken steak thingy.

This was what boyfriend had. I know the picture looks uhhhhhh, gross? Cause of all the oil and stuff on the plate and realized a few pieces of beef is gone? Cause he ate it up before I could take a picture of it.

Cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you baby,

There'll be no clear skies if I lose you baby 

I love you baby, so much ♥

Outing

So on Friday, Boyfriend and co and I headed down to Bliss Restaurant for dinner and drinks. Been a long time since I last stepped into Bliss after I quit. I heard from others that the standard of their food has dropped but after getting to taste the food personally, I find that their standard was still there. I had the Gratin Steak, still taste as awesome as ever. Ordered finger food too and I must say, I really miss the food at Bliss. Was craving so badly for their brownie but didn't eat it in the end. Shall head down soon to satisfy my cravings! Nom nom! Played 5 10 and I definitely had loads of fun! Really enjoy the company of my boyfriend and this group of friends! They never fail to make me laugh with their lame jokes and such.

Currently, Bliss Restaurant is having Heineken Promotion. Buy 4 and get 2 free. One bottle is about $6.90 so you just have to pay like $28 for 6 bottles? It's really worth it cause you pay lesser for more! I think it's their February Promotion so what are you waiting for? Head down to Bliss Restaurant now and grab as many Heineken as you can!


Location: CHENG SAN COMMUNITY CLUB; 6 ANG MO KIO STREET 53
Rating: 4.5/5

Price Range: Depends on what you order

Awesome people, awesome friends

❤❤❤

Happy 2nd Monthsary ♥

HAPPY 2ND MONTHSARY BABYLOVE!

Time has passed so fast and in just a blink of an eye, it's two months already. Spending everyday with you is just so awesome. I'll never get sick of it cause seeing you just brightens up my day. Baby, thanks for tolerating all my nonsense all these while. I know we need to give and take in a relationship. I'm sorry that you've been the one giving and taking all these while. I once thought I was a good girlfriend but I proved myself wrong. Thanks for giving in to me all the time whenever we quarrel. Thanks for treating me like a princess despite what I've done to hurt you in the past. I feel really blessed to have you in my life, by my side. I really thank God for letting us meet, for letting us get closer to each other and now get together. I may not be that "perfect" girlfriend you've been looking for but just so you know, my love for you is true. My love for you cannot be explained in days, cannot be explained in words. Only actions can show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. Baby, thanks for showing me what is true love. I've never met someone like you, someone so special, someone so true. Words just can't describe how happy and blessed I am to have you in my life. You made my life colorful, you painted it with your love. Thanks for everything you've done for me throughout these few years. I really appreciate every single thing you have done for me. If I had to leave one day, I'll still find my way back to you because baby, you're that special to me. I love you baby, so much indeed ❤

I hope everything will remain like this till the end of time. I want to hold your hands now and forever and I never want to let you go, never.

I love you

❤❤❤

Random

So I just had my first paper today. Don't really know how to describe it. Just pray that I'll pass, at least. I don't really aim for grades like A or B. A D or C will do! So boyfriend and I headed down to Tamiya again to get spare parts. Now I really got the urge to modify and beautify my car! Will be heading down again this Saturday with boyfriend after my interview to get spare parts for my car :) Feeling excited! Painted my car luminous pink just now and boyfriend sprayed his black! Damn chio lah!

1 down, 3 more to go and I'll be FREE! Seriously can't wait to graduate from this school. I've applied for a few jobs, waiting for confirmation! Can't wait to work again so I do not have to stress over money issues and I can get whatever I want! :) Miss shopping so much :( Too bad, too broke to shop. Whatever. I'll start pampering myself after I start working!

Will blog again tomorrow! Do stay tune! x

Valentine Day ♥

So how did you guys spend your Valentine Day?

I had the most enjoyable time of my life, all thanks to one person. My boyfriend got me truckloads of stuff and I love each and every item he got for me! Baby was smart enough to not get my flowers :) He got me bears instead! Super adorable! And he also got me one pink daisy :) This is the first time a guy ever baked for me, it's always the other way round. So touched, very touched indeed!

So on Valentine's day, I prepared breakfast for my baby boy. Forgot to take a photo of the breakfast I made. Anyways, boyfriend gave me another surprise while we were preparing to leave home. He got me a studded bracelet! I was randomly browsing through this blogshop sometime back and told him I liked the bracelet but I really didn't expect him to get it for me! Really love him so much! We went to catch "The Wedding Diary" in the afternoon and had early dinner at Sakae Sushi (my idea cause I was craving for Japanese food so badly!) Baby got me three Spongebob soft toys to add on to my collection too!

Headed off to Holland V and had Haagen Dazs for dessert! Wanted to get a couple of drinks before heading home but everywhere was so damn packed. Thus we decided to visit Cold Storage to get drinks instead. Bought drinks and tidbits for supper! Headed home and caught Alvin and the chipmunks 3 on Funshion!

The feeling of spending time with my boyfriend is just so awesome! I get to see him the first thing I wake up and the last thing before I fall asleep. It feels great to cuddle each other to bed. Babylove, you're the best I ever had. I can't wait to live with you after we get married 4 years later. I'll never leave you so baby, tell me you'll never leave me too.

Thanks for the wonderful and memorable Valentine's Day. You made me the happiest girl in this world! I love you sweetheart! ♥♥♥